Sunday, June 29, 2008



Sick n Tired

Today jus finish senior camp.... Physically, I m sick and tired.... No.1 i got not enuff slp.... No. 2 i have been having gastric since this morning.... Dunno y but jus feel that i dun have the drive to do anything today.... trying my best to have fun but the stupid stomach jus dun allow me to do that... Hope that i will have more fun n the actual camp and my stupid stomach wont give me problem....

Mentally, i m also sick n tired.... Dunno why but i feel that this few days i talked too much and unknowingly, i said things that i m not suppose to i guess.... i think my brain is not functioning well this few days... maybe i suffered from concussion during the 1st day of camp thats y.... i guess i must learn to talk less.... talking too much makes myself tired and also ppl ard me are also tired.... its best to keep my mouth shut... also i have been doing things out of my usual self and i dun like it.... can i find a way to be back to the serious, prim and proper old me which i myself preferred but to others, i guess i will look like a loner... guess being a loner suits me better instead of trying to be with everyone and make a mess of myself.... guess its time for me to stop thinking and doing stupid things that whenever i reflected on myself, i will say, " Oh! I have done stupid things again and i regretted them.... Can i turn back time?"

Posted by DyDy at 10:35 PM